Since I started my channel. I am constantly feeling a sense of awe and gratitude for this experience. I have found something I love to do, something that helps people, and something that has allowed me to make some beautiful friendships...one in particular that I think has had a positive and irrevocable effect on who I am, and who I would like to be. How do you measure the worth of that?
I do not know if people realize how amazing many of the ASMRtists are---not just for being able to help people sleep, but in their characters as well. There are some BRILLIANT, empathetic, hilarious, and creative people making videos. It's pretty amazing.
In 4 months I have grown immensely...and I was at a point where I didn't think I required any more personal growth. Being alone with yourself in this process, finding things from your past, allowing people to know you, all take a toll---and thankfully this toll is something I have no problem giving up. I thought I was content with my daily routine---and I was---but I found that I could be happier...and that's a blessing.
Thank you so much for allowing me this opportunity to experience new discoveries, with so much joy and peace. Thank you for supporting me through this short amount of time, that will have a lifelong effect on who I am. I hope that it has been beneficial for you as well...I don't think I can repay everyone for this gift---but I am going to try like hell to. :P <3